| PLEASE HELP ME GET THIS SCHOLARSHIP!!! |
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| PLEASE HELP ME GET THIS SCHOLARSHIP!! |
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| PLEASE HELP ME GET THIS SCHOLARSHIP!! |
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| i havent written in xanga in well like 2 months. i dont know why. i really dont care to anymore i guess. ummm....halloween is coming up. im excited! & i rarely get excited about anything. i love halloween. i was planning a party this year but turns out...i dont have anywhere to have one. oh well. im still planning my annual ghost hunt that i take my friends on.....although i really dont think that many people will go this year....only because i dont really have friends anymore. its really kind of become this mutual thing where we never call each other or talk to each other online. i may see candace if we feel like eating kfc...& most of the time she isnt working that night. & sierra has alot going on in her life right now i guess....i dont know. i always think to myself that i wish things could be like they were & we could all hang out alot but...i know it wont. i dont know. anyway....my birthday is coming up in like a little over a month. im not really excited about it. i will no longer be a teenager & now im going to feel very old, as if i didnt feel old already. theres nothing exciting about turning 20 years old. & the only things i can think of at the moment that i really really want are in ipod & a fourwheeler...& well i KNOW nobody is gonna buy me a fourwheeler...& the ipod may be a little cheaper..but...i think im just gonna have to get that one on my own. so yeah...my birthday will pretty much suck this year. nothing i can do about it. ive really become pessimistic about everything & i dont know what to do about it.... |
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